NOTE: SHIFTED.Have been having problems with creating a new post.

Driving has been pretty bad today. Circuit's just not my thing. Haha. BUT, I'll make it work before my TP date.

What happens when someone stepped on your 'toes' or 'nerves'? Wells, you realise it and then either screw that person, hate that person for life or step back and take a breath; deal with it with a calm mind and probably forgive and forget- Like, maybe think about it and figure out what went wrong. I'd prefer the latter. As one gets older and wiser, it'd dawn upon you that it is not worth it to adopt the former. I mean you wouldn't always be right about something until you took time to read into it. And hence, if he or she incurred my wrath and mean words start coming out from my mouth like verbal vomit, I believe I'm gonna regret it after I have cooled down and realised whatever I have said totally aint cool at all and so what's the point of jeopardizing that relationship through hurting people's feelings?

So, what happens if You stepped on someone else's toes or nerves? Unless those 'toes' or 'nerves' belongs to Mr/Ms Impulsive or Childish (whoops), then maybe you should be glad if he/she didn't grab his/her neighbour's butcher knife and run after you 12184634 streets. At most, they'd shoot verbal insults and pass disgusting comments because they aint using their large brains and then they think that they are the hottest kids in town which totally aint true. (Yup, they said it is "venting off the anger" but sometimes, it is not really necessary to get things off your chest.). If they’re being unreasonable, I'd suggest you ignore it. If it is otherwise, maybe realise it from whatever hints the other party drops and think about the whole situation. Apologise if need be but usually a meal and some booze or tea (if you’d prefer) and a good talk session should do the job. (:

okay. Randomness.


would you give me faith?

Yup. Holidays kicked in. And it feels great waking up knowing that, for now, there are no lectures to attend. Maybe a little lost cos 3 months is really a helluva time. Getting things done pretty slowly and all I can think about is play, play, play. First up: the trip to the zoo. It was great cept most animals were lazing around on this bright sunny day. And then, we rented many vcds to watch for the week. (ok.two's quite alot, right?) Time with dear boy always passes like, how a tornado sweeps every thing off the ground. Ha! And sooo... some lovely things.(:



alrighty, next up: I'm hoping monster candy makes it for kite flying coming wednesday, more driving, driving and driving. And of cos, a job that gives me dollar notes so that I can do what most girl's do best with her girlfriends- shop.

out.no school.no school.no school.

the first time I actually took note of the lyrics and the mtv even though it has been in my itunes playlist for 2746234 years. I got addicted. Its kinda a sad mtv. but, enjoy. Love the tattoos and the electric guitar strummings.


Today's seriously jinxed.

"Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself."


Eh, wa laos..I forgot my spa amenities, tea table, mahjong table, dog and huge swimming pools... ahaha..
Anyway, here's the link (that looks abit weird)

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I'm 20. Its the big-o-figure-2. And, i'm not really sad about growing old, being another step closer to adulthood. Nope. Not at all. Not when I know that I'm filled with love. Love from everybody around me-my family, my gurls, my friends and a special addition, my boy. And I love you, CAROL LIEW and LEE MEOW ZHI. Haha.

I had a paper on the 25th, and another, on the 26th. Kinda spoiled everything but your surprises made me pondered over the true meaning of friendship and the importance of it all. True great friends are indeed like rare diamonds. (: And once again, carol liew kai ting, i shall nag: you better study hard for your remaining papers. I know you've put in lots and lot and lots of efforts for the video. haha! *touched* LOL. Wells, the 20th birthday wouldnt be meaningful without the effort of you two beloved girls. We'll definitely be friends for life. 7 years of friendship and counting. The video's truly endearing. Many thanks to all who participated in the video in one way or another. The surprise was a short one but no worries! we'll play hard and resume tai tai status when the holidays kick in! woots.

HAHA.oh, and i'm seriously surprised at the birthday surprises we can plan for each other's birthday. It just gets better every year.



OH GOSH, I think this post is mushy. PUI.
AND YES, I think the effect will be better if you play it with the above video. HAHA!

Take a look around
Don't you see it
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what your feelin'
Don't feel bad
Keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
There's nothing insideLook at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people
Don’t you know
The misery loves company
Yeah I heard
The misery was looking for me
Happiness, a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard
The misery is looking for me
Whoa, misery's my company
Whoa, misery is looking for me
Looking for me





you redefined imperfection(:

My first paper was oh-my-god-did-i-actually-study kind of paper. I tried to vomit out shit but spend most of the time staring at the clock, listening to the thunder, watch the clock in the hall drop and glass cover shatter(it really dropped and even shocked Joon), watch the invigilators pace around and sniffing for the smell of cadavers. okay, I kinda exaggerated but I know you get my point. And, its not that I didnt try to memorise shit, as evident in my post below.-.-"

OH WELLS, 1 down...4 more. FOUR. eeyer.

I had a tub of whats on the left with dear Mr S. followed by a dip in the pool after the pool is closed. I must say..

its REJUVENATING.weeeee.....(:

study, study, study..everybody in freaking N*S are studying. I've been studying for the past few days too. And I'm very very sure nothing went in. I think I've been studying shit for shitty modules and I'm feeling shitty because those shit stuff havent been absorbed into the puny brain of mine. SHIT. shit. shit.shit. Can somebody pass me the toilet paper. wanna clean up the shit. Oh man, i think i'm talking shit. GRrrrrr....cant wait for 3rd may! -.-"

As from SAM's dictionary..

definition of good food: good quality (as perceived by sam) ,good company.BURPppp. LOLS.
definition of bad phone: dies within half a day irregardless of having it charged the night before. Heats up by itself and risk exploding when in use.
definition of nice study partners: funny, retarded, crazy, snacks while studying, drinks gui hua with salty biscuits, plays with soft gummies or any sort of monster candy. hoho. (:

Uncertainty catches up with us all the time in our lives. I mean, u can never be too certain about anything; even mixing red and blue paint together wouldnt necessarily give you purple. The state of uncertainty is scary; destroys the impetus in people to get things done. And,sometimes, you have got to take a stand, keep to it and be sure that "uncertainty" lags far behind you. Decide on whatever options available and stick to it. Not very difficult but it aint easy either..oh wells.




there's a limit to everything.

This is what happens on a Monday night at MPS as time goes by when some people have finished typing their documents earlier than others. And, the above is a slip of paper to keep track of who types what case. As you can see, when it gets later into the night, more case numbers and scribblings can be seen on the super small slip of paper, as shown below. It just gets messier. -.-" wells, maybe except for the beautiful stickgirl drawn by me.woots.
And, this, as recommended by warhead, is really addictive. Nice drink to sneak into the library for long hours of study- green tea with GUI HUA. (:

As from dictionary.reference.com,

bal-ance noun, verb, -anced, -anc-ing.
-noun

3.mental steadiness or emotional stability; habit of calm behavior, judgment, etc.
7.the power or ability to decide an outcome by throwing one's strength, influence, support, or the like, to one side or the other.

-verb (used with object)

18.to bring to or hold in equilibrium; poise
19.to arrange, adjust, or proportion the parts of symmetrically.
20.to be equal or proportionate to



Tough? tell me about it.Grr.

See? that's the stage with the chandlier that went crashing down before the intermission. The stage definitely looked more impressive-Sam-sung's a little lousy.

VERY HAPPY KIDS.
And so, I have been pretty busy over the past few days reading about dorsal-ventrally flattened species, placoid scales, jointed appendages and whatsoever that I think i can start communicating with you in phylums, kingdoms, classes and orders. -.-"

And, reading's not enough.(apparently) Cos I almost fainted when I tried to attempt those wordy MCQs- I hate sponges more than platyhelminths now.

And, why arent lesson's ending yet? They should give students more time to study man. The pathetic study break's not enough. eeyer.

Oh, but phantom was superb. Definitely value for money. Maybe its cos i didnt catch the original musical but this, I must say, surpassed my expectations. Ilyas can testify that. Haha. We had good seats (right in the middle). The casts could sing well and the phantom looked pretty decent. In addition, the props, costumes and effects were super cool la. The backstage crew were super efficient. AND, the band sounded as though it was the CD being played. Enchanting.

And, cos AC was also having their annual concert at that time, the few of us managed to meet up and cam-whored. Yes 5d..i think there are 2138873466r547 photos. HAHA. I love cam-whoring with my favourite peeps. It makes us happy kids, smiling from ear to ear. Weeeeeee...

My favourite of all. Praise my photo-editing skills man. Haha. Oh, and maybe 5d's long arms.(:

with love.

Tutorials, lab, assignment, exams, exams and more exams- academic pieces of shit. Without it, I'll have all the time to travel, sleep, drink tea, indulge in retail therapy. Then again, the world is modelled in such a way that w/o some pieces of paper, you'll be less capable of doing the above. And to be capable, you have to sacrifice some, actually ALOT, of time torturing yourself with the above-mentioned academic pieces of shit instead on indulging in activities that cause you to be alot happier. See, its all a viscious cycle and I think I had some similar post lamenting on the same old issue. I just need to procrastinate.

and so, an incident struck me again that those numbers on the piece of paper really do matter very much.boo.

I think I am losing it....
Is that so? And so, it may seem...

I must say, randomly,:

I love rainy days but I hate getting drenched.
I love tea sessions and meet-ups with dear ladies
I love bitches and sluts
I love the people around me
I love watching movies
I love shopping til I drop
I love blood and gore
I love people with attitude
I love the days I spend with dear boy
I love to look forward to the break at the end of the sem
I love to hate doing homework or admitting that I am lagging
I love to procastinate,procastinate
I love to dream that I have ample time
I love stubbles, watches and bling-bling studs
I love lunches spend in school
I love watching adverts on teevee
I love "Foster's home of imaginary friends"
I love dressing up
I love pretty brows and revlon's eyeliner
I love green


I totally love myself (:


spell faith, spell trust.

I just realised that It has always been a fallacy?

sometimes, it is only when you stop to take a breather, pause to think, slow things down and look back, that you realise that certain things that you thought has changed quite some years ago,hasnt changed at all; be it good or bad and in a certain sense could be rather dissapointing and exasperating. grr...

Principles of Man. Crudely put, they're guidelines that we abide by to live life, to maybe meet certain expectations of the society, to sustain the innate nature of us being egoistic or to make yourself feel somewhat happier. So, when things deviate from that set of "guidelines", you think that that you've faulted and you wouldnt wanna not adhere to it, cause if you dont, you'll feel that its wrong of Man to do so. And sometimes, these "guidelines" are so stringent or are so engraved deep in your mind that you will constantly feel uneasy if you dont follow them; that it will no longer be you if you dont adhere to them. I think one has got to realise that sometimes, these "guidelines" has got to be casted away especially when it causes you to be in pain, to be at the brink of becoming depressed and when you know that you can very well do without them- so screw it!

Nothing in life's fixed or certain and it's probably only you who has the power to change your own mindset, what you want to happen in the near future and what you want your life to be.

you're never dispensible. No one is and so, I believe you'll never be.
I'm very sure more happy things will come your way. So, smile! (: