My first paper was oh-my-god-did-i-actually-study kind of paper. I tried to vomit out shit but spend most of the time staring at the clock, listening to the thunder, watch the clock in the hall drop and glass cover shatter(it really dropped and even shocked Joon), watch the invigilators pace around and sniffing for the smell of cadavers. okay, I kinda exaggerated but I know you get my point. And, its not that I didnt try to memorise shit, as evident in my post below.-.-"

OH WELLS, 1 down...4 more. FOUR. eeyer.

I had a tub of whats on the left with dear Mr S. followed by a dip in the pool after the pool is closed. I must say..

its REJUVENATING.weeeee.....(:

study, study, study..everybody in freaking N*S are studying. I've been studying for the past few days too. And I'm very very sure nothing went in. I think I've been studying shit for shitty modules and I'm feeling shitty because those shit stuff havent been absorbed into the puny brain of mine. SHIT. shit. shit.shit. Can somebody pass me the toilet paper. wanna clean up the shit. Oh man, i think i'm talking shit. GRrrrrr....cant wait for 3rd may! -.-"

As from SAM's dictionary..

definition of good food: good quality (as perceived by sam) ,good company.BURPppp. LOLS.
definition of bad phone: dies within half a day irregardless of having it charged the night before. Heats up by itself and risk exploding when in use.
definition of nice study partners: funny, retarded, crazy, snacks while studying, drinks gui hua with salty biscuits, plays with soft gummies or any sort of monster candy. hoho. (:

Uncertainty catches up with us all the time in our lives. I mean, u can never be too certain about anything; even mixing red and blue paint together wouldnt necessarily give you purple. The state of uncertainty is scary; destroys the impetus in people to get things done. And,sometimes, you have got to take a stand, keep to it and be sure that "uncertainty" lags far behind you. Decide on whatever options available and stick to it. Not very difficult but it aint easy either..oh wells.




there's a limit to everything.

This is what happens on a Monday night at MPS as time goes by when some people have finished typing their documents earlier than others. And, the above is a slip of paper to keep track of who types what case. As you can see, when it gets later into the night, more case numbers and scribblings can be seen on the super small slip of paper, as shown below. It just gets messier. -.-" wells, maybe except for the beautiful stickgirl drawn by me.woots.
And, this, as recommended by warhead, is really addictive. Nice drink to sneak into the library for long hours of study- green tea with GUI HUA. (:

As from dictionary.reference.com,

bal-ance noun, verb, -anced, -anc-ing.
-noun

3.mental steadiness or emotional stability; habit of calm behavior, judgment, etc.
7.the power or ability to decide an outcome by throwing one's strength, influence, support, or the like, to one side or the other.

-verb (used with object)

18.to bring to or hold in equilibrium; poise
19.to arrange, adjust, or proportion the parts of symmetrically.
20.to be equal or proportionate to



Tough? tell me about it.Grr.

See? that's the stage with the chandlier that went crashing down before the intermission. The stage definitely looked more impressive-Sam-sung's a little lousy.

VERY HAPPY KIDS.
And so, I have been pretty busy over the past few days reading about dorsal-ventrally flattened species, placoid scales, jointed appendages and whatsoever that I think i can start communicating with you in phylums, kingdoms, classes and orders. -.-"

And, reading's not enough.(apparently) Cos I almost fainted when I tried to attempt those wordy MCQs- I hate sponges more than platyhelminths now.

And, why arent lesson's ending yet? They should give students more time to study man. The pathetic study break's not enough. eeyer.

Oh, but phantom was superb. Definitely value for money. Maybe its cos i didnt catch the original musical but this, I must say, surpassed my expectations. Ilyas can testify that. Haha. We had good seats (right in the middle). The casts could sing well and the phantom looked pretty decent. In addition, the props, costumes and effects were super cool la. The backstage crew were super efficient. AND, the band sounded as though it was the CD being played. Enchanting.

And, cos AC was also having their annual concert at that time, the few of us managed to meet up and cam-whored. Yes 5d..i think there are 2138873466r547 photos. HAHA. I love cam-whoring with my favourite peeps. It makes us happy kids, smiling from ear to ear. Weeeeeee...

My favourite of all. Praise my photo-editing skills man. Haha. Oh, and maybe 5d's long arms.(:

with love.

Tutorials, lab, assignment, exams, exams and more exams- academic pieces of shit. Without it, I'll have all the time to travel, sleep, drink tea, indulge in retail therapy. Then again, the world is modelled in such a way that w/o some pieces of paper, you'll be less capable of doing the above. And to be capable, you have to sacrifice some, actually ALOT, of time torturing yourself with the above-mentioned academic pieces of shit instead on indulging in activities that cause you to be alot happier. See, its all a viscious cycle and I think I had some similar post lamenting on the same old issue. I just need to procrastinate.

and so, an incident struck me again that those numbers on the piece of paper really do matter very much.boo.

I think I am losing it....
Is that so? And so, it may seem...

I must say, randomly,:

I love rainy days but I hate getting drenched.
I love tea sessions and meet-ups with dear ladies
I love bitches and sluts
I love the people around me
I love watching movies
I love shopping til I drop
I love blood and gore
I love people with attitude
I love the days I spend with dear boy
I love to look forward to the break at the end of the sem
I love to hate doing homework or admitting that I am lagging
I love to procastinate,procastinate
I love to dream that I have ample time
I love stubbles, watches and bling-bling studs
I love lunches spend in school
I love watching adverts on teevee
I love "Foster's home of imaginary friends"
I love dressing up
I love pretty brows and revlon's eyeliner
I love green


I totally love myself (:


spell faith, spell trust.

I just realised that It has always been a fallacy?

sometimes, it is only when you stop to take a breather, pause to think, slow things down and look back, that you realise that certain things that you thought has changed quite some years ago,hasnt changed at all; be it good or bad and in a certain sense could be rather dissapointing and exasperating. grr...

Principles of Man. Crudely put, they're guidelines that we abide by to live life, to maybe meet certain expectations of the society, to sustain the innate nature of us being egoistic or to make yourself feel somewhat happier. So, when things deviate from that set of "guidelines", you think that that you've faulted and you wouldnt wanna not adhere to it, cause if you dont, you'll feel that its wrong of Man to do so. And sometimes, these "guidelines" are so stringent or are so engraved deep in your mind that you will constantly feel uneasy if you dont follow them; that it will no longer be you if you dont adhere to them. I think one has got to realise that sometimes, these "guidelines" has got to be casted away especially when it causes you to be in pain, to be at the brink of becoming depressed and when you know that you can very well do without them- so screw it!

Nothing in life's fixed or certain and it's probably only you who has the power to change your own mindset, what you want to happen in the near future and what you want your life to be.

you're never dispensible. No one is and so, I believe you'll never be.
I'm very sure more happy things will come your way. So, smile! (:

Warning: directly translated BI. -.-" read at your own risk and dont comment. Ha!

Besok ada ujian bahasa indonesia. saya bisa berbahasa Indonesia sedikit-sedikit. Bahasa Indonesia saya tidak lancar. Saya tidak suka belajar bahasa indonesia. Saya mau berbelanjar tetapi bukan waktu! Sekarang jam sebalas malam. Saya mau tidur sekarang!

Grrr..

I LOVE PHOTOS....WEEE

We are destined to shine.


My baby, i'm so thankful i found you.

with love (:

Today's the last day of my mid-sem break!! I W-A-N-T RETAIL THERAPY- havent been able to indulge in it properly. The last time I did it was for the sake of CNY and it was kinda rushed. Have been kinda stuck with Selaginella and its other friends. How fun -.-"

So looking forward to the the end of sem break. I've already planned out my schedule for that big break. Woots.

See people? This, is Selaginella. Its a fern ally. Fern ally, meaning its NOT a fern. Yar, ask me why and I'll stuff Selaginella into your mouth or nose if you'd prefer. Its green but its not really nice to look at when you see the amount of info attached to it.

Bring me conversations for hours; we'll connect. (:

Chilled at ben and jerry's a few hours ago where they had some live showcase of some bands. The last band was so good, i thought i melted like the chocolate fudge brownie that was left there for probably half and hour? Haha. I love to watch someone so so so into doing his thing and not really flaunting it- the concentration, the attitude: the magical guitarist. Cool lehs. LOL. Anyway, ilyas and gang and the AC peeps happened to be there and it was great seeing them again! (: Quickly upload the pics, 5d!

your never-ending surprises caught me off guard..

mesmerised, I am

by your smile..

Never rush, baby.

never for show. (:

I feel something happening, could this be for real?
To satisfy me baby, you gotta satisfy my heart..

show me who you really are, deep inside you
and when we connect, I'll be giving all my love to you.....(:

I like to think about whats gonna happen in probably 1 week's time or think about the day i'm gonna start travelling around the world- not that the past is stained but I'd rather the past to be part of all those beautifully crafted memories. I'd pick out lessons learnt rather than to constantly hang "sam's past" (well, unless somebody probes) on my chest. Wells, at least I try not to.okay..this is so random.Penny of my thoughts.

Another favourite item on my list:

its spongebob, my best friend, from my boy.how cute.HAHA.