Tutorials, lab, assignment, exams, exams and more exams- academic pieces of shit. Without it, I'll have all the time to travel, sleep, drink tea, indulge in retail therapy. Then again, the world is modelled in such a way that w/o some pieces of paper, you'll be less capable of doing the above. And to be capable, you have to sacrifice some, actually ALOT, of time torturing yourself with the above-mentioned academic pieces of shit instead on indulging in activities that cause you to be alot happier. See, its all a viscious cycle and I think I had some similar post lamenting on the same old issue. I just need to procrastinate.

and so, an incident struck me again that those numbers on the piece of paper really do matter very much.boo.

I think I am losing it....
Is that so? And so, it may seem...

I must say, randomly,:

I love rainy days but I hate getting drenched.
I love tea sessions and meet-ups with dear ladies
I love bitches and sluts
I love the people around me
I love watching movies
I love shopping til I drop
I love blood and gore
I love people with attitude
I love the days I spend with dear boy
I love to look forward to the break at the end of the sem
I love to hate doing homework or admitting that I am lagging
I love to procastinate,procastinate
I love to dream that I have ample time
I love stubbles, watches and bling-bling studs
I love lunches spend in school
I love watching adverts on teevee
I love "Foster's home of imaginary friends"
I love dressing up
I love pretty brows and revlon's eyeliner
I love green


I totally love myself (:


spell faith, spell trust.

I just realised that It has always been a fallacy?

sometimes, it is only when you stop to take a breather, pause to think, slow things down and look back, that you realise that certain things that you thought has changed quite some years ago,hasnt changed at all; be it good or bad and in a certain sense could be rather dissapointing and exasperating. grr...

Principles of Man. Crudely put, they're guidelines that we abide by to live life, to maybe meet certain expectations of the society, to sustain the innate nature of us being egoistic or to make yourself feel somewhat happier. So, when things deviate from that set of "guidelines", you think that that you've faulted and you wouldnt wanna not adhere to it, cause if you dont, you'll feel that its wrong of Man to do so. And sometimes, these "guidelines" are so stringent or are so engraved deep in your mind that you will constantly feel uneasy if you dont follow them; that it will no longer be you if you dont adhere to them. I think one has got to realise that sometimes, these "guidelines" has got to be casted away especially when it causes you to be in pain, to be at the brink of becoming depressed and when you know that you can very well do without them- so screw it!

Nothing in life's fixed or certain and it's probably only you who has the power to change your own mindset, what you want to happen in the near future and what you want your life to be.

you're never dispensible. No one is and so, I believe you'll never be.
I'm very sure more happy things will come your way. So, smile! (: