My friend commented a few days back that I have utterly weird pleasures which set me pondering over the extent of weird-ness and why so.. Okays, I love gory stuff and I seek thrill from gore. That is not very bad, is it? Yar and I am definitely not gonna list the rest of them. Don't wanna be labeled as a sicko, psycho or something. And so, I was wondering how I can feel so immune about people getting chopped up into pieces while the others can squirm and screech at the sight of it? I'm very sure I'm not the only one who gets addicted to such weird stuff. I remember how mz and I used to direct our own gory movies where ever we were, whenever we're bored. So, there I was thinking when I realized that the 'Singapore Society' module does actually have effects on me. I realize I am starting to deconstruct social phenomenon or norms to analyse the reasons behind it- just like how I am thinking why youths like me gets addicted to gore. The worst part is I'm doing this kinda naturally. Gosh, carol..save me!

Kaes..that aside..I thought the chemistry paper that day was harder than Kuna's. Well, maybe I didn't study enough. Okays, its over..no point lamenting. Adding on, I cant believe how Jin can only not know how to do 2 questions and be the first to walk out of the LT. Bravo but he will always remain as a slut nonetheless. And I was wondering why we need geneticists to solve genetics disorder when there's really not a cure for it. It is GENETIC, right?

The ballad of Paul K




you got me addicted, mz :X

october 27.. o gosh..it feels worse than the day before A's..its like a mix of bees and butterflies in my stomach. I could feel rushes of adrenalin, which is not really a good sign.

Like moo moo claims, i need that faith. Somehow, the utter confidence that was always present at crucial periods diminished to almost nothing left, not even a trickle of it. I've got a bad premonition about it...

Have you ever thought of the time you should start to plan for your retirement? Dont gasp. Its not too early to think about it at all. Especially for people like me, who wants to travel around the world after retirement. Part of the meagre wage set aside for consientious saving in the future may not suffice. Besides, who doesnt want to retire early? Think about it. We aint young anymore. Half of our lives are gonna be spent studying. Therefore, almost half of our lives are already gone now. I always tell my friend, and i still do now and then, that time's running out. We should do whatever we feel like doing before white strands of hair appear like magic and nobody knows what will happen after that *poof* that went along with growth of white hair. Hence, its not a very bad idea to start thinking about how to grow your money NOW. Yar, maybe plant money trees that bear dollar notes as fruits instead of durians. I hate durians, esp the smell of it...planting dollar notes therefore sound 1 million times a better substitute...

Given the hoo-ha that our maybe-its-a-better-quality piece of paper attained after probably 3 years, out of our 15 years or more of education, may only qualify to perform a simple and mundane chore that almost anybody is capable of, people start panicking and looking for alternative branches of study or hopeful industrial sector to better prove the worth of our maybe-its-a-better-quality piece of paper. And, I believe that growing money could be a better way out- insurance coverage, unit trust with highly claimed interest rates, stocks and govt bonds. Yar...whatever..you know what I mean..individual, not-really-risky investments. And, now that the doughnut dream is further than the journey to Lala-land, maybe "planting that money tree" now isnt a bad idea after all. Besides, such plans always take 10 to 25 years. Hmmm....yea, think about it.

Sometimes when you're down, you just cant help thinking that there will be these people who will always be there for you or whom you have happy memories with...

Seriously, i cant stand the phrase "f**l mar*s". stop saying it! Ahh! And i seriously dont care about what you want for your C**. Get *.0 for all u want, yar? Just leave me out of this damn bloody competition, alright? you're gg overboard. Gosh! shaadup!

sigh...i'm feeling so much better now..-_-!

impromptu dinner with the dunearn besties ('where's matin?) at fish and co , after a 10-5 lab, was way retardedly, light-heartedly fun..weee! tried squeezing into an id-photo machine and took photos with our camera?! How retarded was that? whaha! and playing with christmas costumes or ornaments secretly in 'daiso, always $2 -_-!', hiding from the security and the security camera.How crazy was that? but u guys always rock (:

Ahhh! droolingly deliciously fabulous-a....krispykremes...
(the original glazed, newyork cheesecake, powered cake and chocolateicedcake doughnuts)

Can u even see the Singtel building opposite? gosh..the haze.......

Aha..funny eh? Its some anaesthesia used for fruit flys in our lab today.


I like jade's photos on ATNM and i love sara's hair..but i think joanie's the best..so prreetty! woots...

I think Slamurylphitrol's probably one of the best things that could actually happen in my life. You people are the ones who make dreams possible. You people are the ones who make dreams become reality and I know that our pact this evening will never be forgotten. We will create our own haven in no time, yea?
Well, its a pity that Cheryl needs to study for biostats..but no worries Cheryl, we'll have a girl's outing soon! Had to make a trip to the exhibition so we all ended up having lunch only early evening..Oops. Wells, had a great time camwhoring..here's the link!

slamurylphitrol

happy viewing! will post them up in our group blog soon. (:

It didnt occur to me today's black friday,friday the 13th, until chui ying told me after lessons in school ended. Are u paraskevidekatriaphobic (Aha, i bet you cant pronouce it)? Meaning having fear for such superstitiously scary days. No.Dont think i'm a genius. I didnt know of that word too, until I saw it in the net. haha. Okay, I'm not really affected by it but like how a typical human would behave, I tend to associate cases like realising that my right contact lens went missing from my case this morning or getting lost in somewhere between S2, S3 and S4 (I dont even wanna talk about it...makes me wanna stab myself..lol) with such dates. Gosh...

Next week's gonna be tough but I know you'll be there to give me strength and guide me through..

I'm having problems spelling really simple stuff recently. Like: wait, flaunt, all, is, it...etc. That's not it. I also have problems constructing simple sentences! I think its a sign of me gg mad.

Oh gosh..I can't wait for 27th October. I cant imagine having to go through everything again if i fail to get my license! And, yes you jin, I know your mom's birthday is on the 27th of October.-_-!

Who said that was easy and fun?!! If you like foreign babes/hunks and better still, if you know of any one who has a foreigner as their companion, pls come forth..

So...has anybody told you,"Eh! How come you're wearing this? you took the time-travel machine?" and henceforth not associate very closely with you? Or, "OMG, i love your clothes. Where do u get them?" and henceforth smiles at you all the time. Does someone's taste in dressing tell you who or how the person really is? I thought The Chinese has a saying for it about how clothes make up a person or whatsoever..And ironically, people also claim "not to judge a book by its cover" ...wells, how many of us here actually do create such new social labels through the so-called "stigmatization"?

Oh wells, tonight's probably the first night of this week devoid of brain-blended thoughts, free of mugging for ^%$#$ tests and early sleep..hoho...wells.A pity that it is short-lived, like all other beautiful things...

i need my tea sessions! (:

I still blame myself for landing at this point; doing what I am made to do , as i watched myself in the review mirror. Not fulfiling, not fulfiling... Would it be better then, if I had made it to the other side? I wouldnt know and I couldnt wish for it now, can I?

The weather is so %#$@* that the number of times I sneeze is said to be almost uncountable! And, I am inclined to think that my spectacles are dirty every time I stepped out of house. Those forest fires...tsk tsk..

So....98% of the time spent in organic chem lecture is figuring out what he is trying to teach or maybe translating some newly invented language into english. The remaining 2 % of the time is when there is silence in the theatre, neither he nor us speak. As for today, we spent most of the time doing this.... and this usually happens when you are the only one who takes notes on paper while the rest do theirs on their textbks. somebody gets high..
When K. gets abit mad...
its written: (1) sam rocks and cheryl dont.(obviously..woohoo) (2) 'cheryl' has a chiral centre and her mirror image and her are enantiomers. -_-!
wee..there are always exotic sweets when cheryl's around. Like above, florida's natural: strawberry nuggets. 66% fresh fruit ingredient or smth.. aha..I wonder why people would actually want to employ such a design. Maybe one day you'll see cheese flavoured sweets by KRAFT, packed like cheesesticks (by KRAFT)..whaha..cheese rocks la (:

Communication is such an important tool in life. It keeps your emotional being alive and somehow keeps the world revolving all year round. A sense of utter desolation follows if day-to-day communication were to be ceased between you and the people around you- the bond between you and the world disintegrates; you are left in total bleakness.

Communication could mean a simple 'hi' or 'bye' and these simple two-three letter greetings actually helps sustain relationships between people (to a certain extent). Don't communicate and you will start losing friends. Don't communicate and you will start to feel distant between you and your family members. Don't communicate and love will never blossom. Don't communicate and your tutor will assume you are the geek who knows everything but in actual fact, you know nothing. Don't communicate and the waitress will think that you want ice water when you want ice lemon tea. I used to belittle the word. What word? THE word: Communication. I never used to believe in greeting an acquaintance or even a friend. Aha. Wells. As you start to age, you start to realize more important stuff that used to seem trivial and dumb.

This week is so so hectic! Maybe one day when I am taking off my contacts, I wouldn't even know my eyeballs got sucked out in the process....hoho.. :p


i'm gonna put a stop to it and tt's it...tt's it

eeyerr..i'm so gonna become the next dean or president or whatsoever. I'm gonna replace the whole Sc***** canteen (make sure there's MOS burger), set up a new faculty that offers THAT course for anybody who has the potential and interest in, extend each sem, introduce longer sem breaks, reshuffle the exam dates, have lesser exams, take lesser modules, install aircons, escalators,more lifts or escalators with aircons and maybe paint the school building green. welcome to my lala land.......muahaha..woot..(: