Yay..finally found a blog tt's GREEN. Nice eh? I think the font's not quite right though, will get it changed when I'm free. Alrights..4 papers down. THE LAST ONE on monday and i'll be freeeeee... Sad to say, the first exam experience wasnt very ideal. boo..

with lurve..


okays..i just need to blog again. Was browsing through the slideshow of pictures taken at villa bali (where i was cheated into dressing so shabbily) when i chanced upon these. This picture right above is so freaking funny! usual antics and the blue umbrella has a super hilarious incident attached to it. 3 birds, i should say. And i'm still laughing now.oh my. ...............................slamurylphitrol.

Our domestic helper left last night to reunite with her family in Jarkata and you should have seen how my mom teared when they hugged and bidded each other goodbye. Wells, her relationship with our family is rather complicated cause my mum is not her direct employer. My aunt is. My mum therefore pays my aunt a substantial amount of the maid's pay since the maid helps out more in our house than my aunt's. Now that she's gone and both my sis and I refused to allow my mum to get another maid (who will stay with us and the fact is that both of us cant stand maids), the household chores are left for us to be in charged. And so, I just finished cooking lunch for my fatty brother (which he found it inedible -_-!) and washing the kitchen *&^$^%&, while my sis is slacking in town looking for a post-O's job. Grrr......

Admist all fun, laughter and smiles last night, were hidden feelings of sadness and reluctance of sending another friend to another town. And , the be-u-tiful scrapbook was presented to dearest diva as stated above, with lots of lurvee. Ha! Apart from Ms Cheryl sufferring from post-chem paper effects, usual talk cock sessions with carol and sayers and watching groups of nana's close friends bid her farewell as the young night aged, everything was great. Yes nana, we will miss you! (:

Major School leaving examinations determine the type or 'brand' (to some people, apparently) of institution you will spend your next chapter of your life in. The whole examination and thus your grades on the piece of paper (certificate) will also play a part in shaping your character as people believe that those are the crucial moments when we all start to mature and develop asthetically, physically, mentally, etc, proper. Does it matter if you end up in a school that offers education for the gifted, special streams or many 'S'papers? Does it matter if you end up in a school with NT streams or has more NA than Express streams? Do u, then despise the neighborhood schools, that may be thought by you as so-called 'contaminated', 'contaminated' with cigarette smoke, gang fights, which therefore made u believe that the teachers, students and everybody else are bad? So, you're saying that if you end up in a good school, you will go to the top JCs and thus top Universities? That's overgeneralization and stigmatization on your part, oh-kay? This beautiful picture that you are imagining happens to probably less than 50 % of the cohort, I bet. There's is no such thing as 100% perfection, my dear friend. As cliche as it may sound, the future is in your hands. You will decide the path you walk, the salary you hold, the friends you acquaint with and the life you ultimately lead. If you succumb to peer pressure so easily, I have got nothing better to say. But, stop insulting people from the neighbourhood schools indirectly. What makes you think that if you are from a better school, you will definitely do better than people from the neighbourhood schools? Gosh. Please think before you speak! Oh wells, pardon me...-_-

Chanced upon this picture when i was browsing through my photo album. How gay! I cant wait to start jumping around after 4 December. Weeeeee....

GOT STRESS?

yesyesyes?try these out!

Have dessert- Good news, eating something sweet decreases production of stress hormones. But go for good stuff: foods made of artificial sweeteners didnt deliver the same response as fare made of real sugar. HA! get ready to put on some weight!

Play a slow song- no Eminem or Techno(ahem!)- people who listened to slow-paced tunes had lower heart rates and blood pressure. (Bring out no.24 in A minor...wee)

Pop out an Altoid- Meaning, smelling peppermint or cinnamon. They are said to decrease frustration. Chewing a piece of strong-flavoured gun or mint may help you keep your cool at other crazed times too.

Lastly, think CALM and feel calm.
p.s: making funny faces wont help as much as the above quick fixes.

Weee..good luck to all those out there for the finals.(:

The whole situation's an irony, dont you think?

I think doing grafitti can be pretty therapeutic admist all the mugging(kaes, i hate tt word) this afternoon. And, it has become kinda addictive expecially after spending the whole day in the canteen with 2 mad people yesterday to finish up the lovely scrapbook for dearest her...ha! (WHOLE DAY..maybe tt's why i shot flying daggers w/o knowing.lols)

STRESSSSSSssssssssssssss...Its stuck in my head. Ohs, whatever..I can only make do with whatever time I have left now. Yes, focus.. Oooomph...ooomph

Smile, because to frown and to worry only make things worse (:


Attitude: its the way of life

Neverthelss another spastic chill-out night..BrrrR..

JINXED! Tell me about it. I've just been through it and I myself was quite amazed by my own "capabilities". Maybe I really did rub off some unluckiness from you, Liew Kai Ting.

The suction vacuum did not work too well for me today. And, it was only my vacuum pipe that was not working among the one million pipes that were in use, therefore I was the only one who got superbly wet crystals after a superbly long time of suction filtration (by the way, I did confirm that the suction pipe was working). -_-! Not only that, I missed two EXPRESS 502 just now- waited for a whole hour for it! Gosh, and they claimed that it is an express bus. I was like the next person to board the first 502 when the uncle told me "man(3) le(4), den(3) xia(4) yi(4) liang(3)" -_-!. And so I waited for another 40 minutes when the 2nd bus came along but only drove away because the last person in the bus had his shirt stuck to the door. Finally, when I decided to succumb to taking the train, I boarded the wrong one which brought me further from my initial stop. And so, I only managed to get home only like after 3 hours-_-! ^%$#$ and I realised I forgot my keys upon reaching home. Lucky, dearest mama wasn't asleep yet. Diaos. What a day.

I almost teared when I witnessed how my friend manage to stay so optimisstic, juggle her emotions and hide her fragile self even after being impacted with such a great blow in life that I dont think I could have handled...

wells..and the freaking blocked nose just ruins my day. can hardly breathe

Finally manage to convince myself that the reason for being so lethargic nowadays is probably due to the lack of exercisesssss. I've officially stopped exercising and reason being, no time for it. And, it finally dawned upon me that I should stop telling myself that I have no time for it when Melvin shouted "EXCUSES!" that day and added how girls are weird creatures, that sort of generalisations.lols, oops..but they ARE generalisations. And now that I've been sneezing at least 2 million times for the past few hours, I realized how much my immunity level has fallen. Gosh. Worse of all, there is less than 20 days to exams. Yay -_-, start wishing me happy deepavali or smth.

Maybe Vivien's right. We should start our own CCA- kickboxing or something that allows reasonable perspiration. Dragon boat's too tough. I cant run for nuts and I would rather eat durians than run 5km twice a week and develop bulky biceps like the hulk or something. I think I really made the wrong choice to join whatever I am in now. Ha. It feels like going to school but having extended lessons- no excitement, that's what I meant.

On a happy note, carol just msged me to tell me tickets for the Phantom of the Opera are for sale. Wee(: time to save up $$$.



Are you aware tt the thought of you rejuvenates my soul?

Walk along with me....

Seriously, SPA was g-r-e-a-t,(and muffin, i'm being honest)especially after walking around town the whole morning. And so, we concluded that our spending capacity is really diminishing- spending money is gradually becoming a bigger problem (which could be a good sign, i think). Oh wells, if you people want to go for a reasonably priced spa, look for melf (or otherwise through me, i guess).

OH NO..the final exam's here and so doom's approaching. Ahh! -_-!


glad you had asked

I spent the last 30 minutes with "need for speed,the most wanted" and forza with my fatty brother when my father commented on my slow reflexes-_-! and mentioned of getting a steering wheel to replace those controllers when he realised he had problems with the S-cranked courses.woots!wee..i hope he really meant so..

And, i finally manage to convince my father to let me continue taking manual courses.yay! Plus tmr's shopping therapy cum spa at mel's with the girls. wee(:

I've been having weird dreams lately.Dreams about you and I mean weird in a bad sense. That sense of remoteness is kinda penetrating and it scares me somehow.. okays, its hard to put it in words..-_-!